Saturday, 9 January 2016

Lord's Calling!!

Suhaas had a difficult life. ....So does everyone...but this was an exception & worth a review...
None of the chapters except childhood brings bliss, once we speak about it.
 Suhaas came from a broken home. Mother, a Gynae, died early & his father, married the second time bringing in no respite to these two teenage children. Instead it brought end to the world called HOME.
Suhaas took to drugs & liquor at an early age, couldn't complete the flying degree, a passion he lived with.
 While sis married the wrong guy. But carried her life so called happily ever after.
Suhaas was hit the most with the parenting woes the two siblings suffered in the formative years. Multiple relationships worsened his life. He became insecure, psycopath, depended & all the negatives we could add...more simply Suhaas was an alcoholic & drug addict.
Frequent trips to de-addiction centers & then running back to the same was so common to this 30 year old.
I was introduced to his spouse a beautiful girl in early 20's in one of the healing sessions I took a decade ago ago. It was a instant connect with Lisa.
Love was the new language Suhaas learnt with Lisa her love finally & a mother of his two daughters.
This was his inspiration to live now. But Suhaas had bad past 20 yrs & had less time on hand.
Lisa,  a school coordinator shared with me that "whenever I opened my home door I would await fights, Suhaas haggling for money for liquor & fear of finding him
 dead due to this addiction".
Nothing was helping Suhaas. I had a short meeting with this lad of 30 years. Post his kids he wanted to live but till now liquor ran in his blood & by evening he retarded to his addiction.
Yoga & self writings is what helped Suhaas more than anything. There was so much in him before he left.
We lost him in time & alcohol. Two children suffered. Lisa kept fighting for life,fears & earning for her other part of Suhaas which remained with her.
Lisa was strong willed. Her first level degree attunement in 2000 was full of tears & agony. She was broken & could'nt be consoled for anything.
Her pains now embraced her & pushed to grab strength.
While in her 2nd attunement for healing she would be lost in time overwhelmed with memories, insecurity & broken heart. I remember dragging her to sessions usually. She asking me in dismay What can God do now..Why it was me...My kids..what do I do......

One day, literally I had to pat on her shoulder to move on as I used to see her stuck.Kids now looked up to her for inspiration & anchor. Lisa became a Grand master in Reiki & moved on in life beautifully.
Through 16 years I moved on as well but one day ......I saw a beautiful lady with 2 grown up children in my meditation room & a baby in her arms. She just made a personal request that wanted to see me for few minutes. I agreed & was sent in.
This was LISA in 2016. I was amazed to see her after so long. Kids now were almost her height. Her elder daughter lived on Suhaas dreams to be a fighter pilot.
 Lisa still cried when I met her & I giggled with her saying that our meetings were always about discussing pain & still this crying brought in so much solace letting out.
Lisa ran a nursery school in Sydney, Australia & on weekends worked with a de-addiction center with a friend.
 Lisa remarried. She made sure that Home remains unbroken come what may & her kids never suffer the same as Suhaas. She had 3 kids & life moved on.
I was happy to see her & kids , the new addition which was still smiling from her mothers arms.
Lisa hugged me saying Gurujee I have got all my answers .
The pat on my shoulder that you gave me on my 2nd attunement really shook me off my life & grief. I moved on & life smiled beautifully in return. It was a well deserved pat!!
I have my children & a new life, my dreams to look forward to. I have also opened a school in the memory of Suhaas.
I was amazed to meet them after so long. Pain lord gave them was transformed all in strength & positive attitude by this strong girl LISA. Direction is what she wanted & I gave as per Lords wish. Pain not only breaks the negative but gives us vent to perform better. Provided we move on. Lisa understood all my silly persuasion now to REIKI in those times & it helped her to evolve from Pain & grief. I kept telling her to say to herself daily that " Lords making my shoulders strong, I have loads to do still  in life, Lord pave my path forward! Amen ."
Blessings, healings, abundance, positive attitude really comes to those who embrace time with open arms & perform with efficiency on a regular basis. Years come & go. Pains shake you up , your own people stand against you , people hurt you but you are'nt listening to anyone of those except Lords calling! Your Lords belief that " Thee carries us in HIS arms in troubled times"
Meditation helps you elevate all pains. Make sure you find this 15 mins to yourself daily to ward off all negatives which seap in
unknowingly
meeting array of challenges in life. Connect yourself by means of prayer, meditation, healing to the Lord above.
Problems would not leave you! You would have to elevate from them like my winner Lisa. The smile on 3 kids was fabulous & a true example of the strength their mother imbibed beautifully in all.
I was happy to see Lisa hear Lords calling just in time & perfectly.

Hare Ram Hare Ram Ram Ram Harey Harey Hare Krishna Hare Krishna Krishna Krishna Hare Hare..

Healings! Pranam!
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